"Im scared, scared that one day Ill do it because I feel guilty. Scared Ill do it because Ill feel bad saying no. Scared that I really do owe you something and one day youll leave because I cant give it to you." AU Oneshot where Ichiru is an asexual college student. Main Pairing - KaitoxIchiru. Side Pairings - ZeroxYuki and HanabusaxKaname