6. hello o (1/1)

o holy shit

so after stumbling upon the let it go mv after a youtube recommendation binge all these fucking memories all hit me at once and i was like holy shit this is something i once did

reading back on it now sure as good as what i thought it was at the time but yikes this is crazy

since writing this as basically a jr highschooler, im now going to uni to become a software engineer, got myself a part timer and a girlfriend and i cant believe how far i've come since writing this

also shit sucks since this is my second time writing this message and i cant remember what i wrote in the first since my computer crashed during the first time which is kinda an inconvenience.

anyway basically, i know realising that i wrote this makes me a little embarrassed and cringe, but i dont think i'd change a thing doing it again. although its been a while since reading pj or watching frozen, thats what got me where i am today believe it or not and i'm down with that.

i dont know whether its my mind telling me to procrastinate this assignment or just because maybe deep down under i missed this, but i wanna give this writing thing a shot again. i write super slow because my mind lacks creativity but writing was the closest i ever got to it and i dont know if i want to let that go, even though i was young and silly back then.

so yeah, keep your eyes out for something new maybe. 50/50. also i dont think frozen is exactly relevant anymore and probably none of the followers here still peruse this place but if you somehow do come stop by and say hi, would feel pretty surreal. tell me what you've been up to and stuff while i try get my ass working on this thing again. it'll give me an excuse to dedicate some time into actually reading again.

ciao yo, hope to see u around