1. Chapter 1 (1/2)

complication chapter 11 should be posted in few days, sorry to keep you waiting .

for now, enjoy another oneshot.

"iiiiizaaaaayaaaaaaa!a loud angry shout roared in the road with izaya's laughter echoed alongside that roar. people who were already understood of ikebukuro's weirdness and craziness would ignored them and went on with their life, pretending not to care of the chase that was happening again in a certain place in ikebukuro."come back here you fleaa!"the

unette kept laughing while taunting the bartender suited blonde who was chasing him behind. "ahahaha, so noisy shizu-chan! can i ever shopping in peace when you're around? so cruel~""shut up, flea. there's no peace when you're still alive!" shizuo roared angrily, glaring at the younger man in front of him. their daily chasing games were always like this, with hatred tying the strong bond between them. izaya slipped into an old, unused building and shizuo threw a vending machine to him before he followed. it missed, in which izaya gave shizuo a small taunting smirk. not wanting to lose, shizuo grabbed the nearest street sign and chased after the fur trimmed coated man to the building.when he got into the building, the ex-bartender had lost track of izaya. but izaya's taunting laughter and loud steps from the upper floor gave the blonde signs where he was. shizuo smirked, and he ran after him, noticing the stairs that lead to the highest floor. shizuo opened the door and felt a hard wind rushed to his face, before noticing the beautiful sunset in front of his eyes. shizuo's eyes widened, dancing in amazement."isn't the view fascinating?" a playful voice rang in his ear. shizuo quickly snapped from the beautiful scene and caught izaya's presence in front of him. shizuo growled at the

unette ha hated so much for years. "flea... there's no more place to run."izaya chuckled. "that's not a very romantic thing to say in a place like this." the

unette then smirked at the taller blonde. "you're right though. i can't run away from this place. it's too far to jump from here to another building. most likely i will fall if i do that."shizuo grinned, feeling thrilled for finally had izaya cornered. they were on the top of the building, and there was no escape. shizuo stepped forward, grinning even more when he noticed izaya quickly stepped backward. the

unette still wearing his arrogant smirk, trying to keep his cool, but shizuo knew he was nervous for miscalculating the place where he should have ran to."finally have you cornered..." shizuo muttered. "what should i do now? kill you? throw you from here?"izaya chuckled. "now now shizu-chan. you don't want to be accused for killing a helpless person here, right? there are so many people down there. they can see you from there.""fuck those people. i finally have you, the nightmare of my life, in my grasp. you think i will let this chance slipped away?""so ruude..." izaya pouted, his hand gripping the switchblade he had beedn hiding in his coat tightly. "though here i presented you the place where you can see the most beautiful sunset."shizuo didn't reply. he knew that izaya was just playing words with him, but the flea was true. shizuo stared at the sunset once again, feeling the warmth wind againts his body."...it is a beautiful view." he mumbled softly. turning his gaze from the

unette.izaya smirked and pulled out his switchblade, using the chance when shizuo's gaze off from him to stab him and escape. shizuo's golden eyes widened in shock when he saw a slight of izaya's smirk before he felt the blade rammed into his skin.

izaya stepped backward. his red, sharp eyes widened in shock, and his body was trembling.he was afraid of death, hell he was scared of it.just to think that there was only nothingness behind death, and nothing else, made him shivered.that's why, when shizuo was unaffected with his switchblade at all, and walking towards him with angry, fury eyes, izaya realized that he probably would die, and he was scared.the blood kept pouring out from the debt collector's body, but shizuo didn't seem to be in pain at all. instead he kept his eyes on izaya, eyes furious and teeth gritting as he made his way to the informant. izaya stepped backward again, before he realized that ihe was already in corner before he fall. izaya then stared at shizuo with shocked, widening eyes.he's a monster.he really is."izaaayaaaa..." shizuo growled, tone of fury and rage could be heard on his venomous, low growl. shizuo pulled out the switchblade from his bloody stomach, before swung it in front of izaya with threatening move. "you seem to still have guts to stab me, huuh? so you don't mind at all if i kill you here, now, huuuh?" izaya's

eath hitched, and he sweated badly, feeling never more scared to his own switchblade than now.shizuo slowly used the blade near izaya's neck, in which made the smaller man shut his eyes, and whimpered when he felt his neck grazed by the switchblade, letting small blood out from his pale neck. shizuo smirked wickedly. "heh, even you can show that expression when you're in this kind of situation, eh? i wonder what face will you make if i kill you with your own switchblade?"izaya's red eyes opened and stared at the golden ones in pleading and shocked look.he's not going to...! izaya fight the tears in his eyes back, instead he let out a pathetic laugh, refusing to show his weakness, even in his

ink of death. "then why don't you try it to see?" he challenged, in the same time cursing his own foolishness to provoke shizuo's anger even more.the blonde noticed that the informant's body was shaking. his eyes frowned, and he let out a sigh. dammit, he was too softened to this bastard in front of him. he always said he wanted to kill him, but..but he couldn't do it when he saw this pathetic man in front of him.izaya waited and waited, hoping that at least his death won't be painful, and just be over with it. but neither the strike nor the stab ever came. instead, he heard shizuo's voice grazed,

eath tickling his ear."i've been wanting to ask you... why do you hate me so?"izaya's shut eyes quickly snapped open in shock, stared at the frowned blonde in front of him.this man...he never ceases to amaze him.he had never expected shizuo to ask that to him.his plans never work out with shizuo.this man...he was...... unpredictable.

the sun was shining beautifully, as he made his way to sleep in the ikebukuro. the sky was quickly darkened, with dim light of the remaining sun on the west shone

ightly to the certain building in ikebukuro.for a while, only silence was occurred on the top of that building.izaya still

eathed unevenly, half in fear and half in shock, while in front of him, the protozoan

ained monster that he had always hated cornering him in a dead end, with his switchblade in his hand, placed gently in izaya's neck.he had expected shizuo to kill him.but he should have known better. shizuo was unpredictable.so much that made izaya wanted to kill him. shizuo still waited for izaya's reply, eyes never leaving the red ones, and switchblade still pointed at izaya's neck. in a disturbing, calm face."heh..." izaya's voice was trembling, but he let out a laugh. "what, shizu-chan? you've been chasing me for years in blind hatred, and this... this what you want to do once you have me on your hands? you've been chasing me for asking that simple question?"the taller man glared at izaya, but he stayed silence, confirming izaya's question."well then, let me ask you, shizu-chan. why do you hate me?" izaya said with a grin. shizuo quickly pushed the blade near the neck, making another small wound in that pale skin."you piss me off." shizuo spat venomously. "annoying me and always saying you hate me without ever give me the reasons why you hate me."izaya simply smirked. "if i answer your question, will you let me live?""depends. if i don't like your answer, i will either push you from this building or kill you with your own switchblade.""you won't do that.""try me."as much as izaya believed shizuo wouldn't kill him, he didn't want to gamble his life. izaya sighed and he turned his gaze to the golden eyes. shizuo's eyes widened in surprise, as he noticed izaya's dark expression—unlike his arrogant, annoying masks before."you want to know?" izaya smiled cruelly. "fine, i envy you shizu-chan, that's why."at that, shizuo was shocked.... what? "don't show me that face you protozoan

ained monster," izaya spat, angrily. "yes, i envy you. i envy you so much. you, who sulked at the power you have, who wanted to be a normal one. you, who was afraid to hurt the others and your own self. you, who thought that people hate you because of your power, not noticing that you are the one who make the barrier from those people. you, who are not grateful with what you have, when there were so much people who care for you."shizuo couldn't believe his ears. what? he was still confused. he wanted to ask the